December 2011
New Years gathering later.
The start of this year is going to be…interesting.
"I don't belong here. I don't belong anywhere....
This kind of mentality is common in feel-good movies. Someone feels lost and alone, then at the end there is redemption and they find a group of people where they can fit in. The movies are great in that they always have enough time to give it a happy ending. The real world? Not always.
“And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via noonecanhurtmenow)
Love this book so much.
Dear Kids,
One day you’ll realize idealism and all that grand stuff is all bullshit. And it’ll hurt like hell when you realize it, but you’ll have to get over yourself and just go with the flow. All those ideas about being different and not doing what everyone else does are going to fade because it’s all a fucking joke. You’ll be just like everyone else, and the sooner you...
I’m not okay. Something deep within me seems broken. And I just want it to be fixed, but I can’t. I just need to grow around its brokenness even though I don’t want to.
Merry Christmas!
I hope you all have someone to love and who loves you with whom you can share this day. I certainly wish I could be with my girlfriend today. Even when I’m surrounded by family a part of me feels tug towards where she is.
If only we could all be this positive...
Mom: Must be hard living out on the streets in this cold weather..
Homeless guy: Nah, it's beautiful waking up to the sun every morning.
THRASH WEDNESDAY.: What You Should Do and What You... →
thrash-wednesday:
By this point everybody at UVM knows about the Sig Ep “Who would YOU rape, bro?” questionnaire. By this point everybody at UVM knows that Sig Ep is in trouble. By this point, everybody at UVM has formed an opinion about the whole ordeal and (believe it) one of these sides is wrong.
If you…
On Fight Club, Violence, and Modern "Men":
Fight Club made me think that there are no men anymore, they are all boys, and they are desperate for some outlet for their male desires. Physical violence is no longer accepted like it once was with gladiators and such, so we, as modern “men” attempt to experience something similar in sports and video games and other things. We play violent video games because it’s a socially...
The Last of Us
I’ll be watching the development of this game hoping that it succeeds in making a video game that take itself seriously as an medium of art and story telling.
Woah.
I just learned that in Adam’s Song by Blink 182 the “singer” doesn’t commit suicide. I’d never picked up on that before. This is blowing my mind.
Hmm, remaking The Great Gatsby with DiCaprio.
Who knew?
That “poem” I posted was a true story, and the end isn’t written yet.
Well excuse the fuck out of me people.
How much longer will the save button on a computer...
needle-girl:
it’s weird to think…but kids nowadays don’t even know what a floppy disk is.
Listen to yourself: “kids nowadays”. you sound like my grandmother you 19 year old. :)
the water ran over me for 20 minutes.
it was hot on my skin.
and it made funny flowing patterns
through the hairs in my legs and arms.
I sat.
a shower feels so much smaller
and more comforting
when you’re sitting in it.
i thought about last night
and what i was thinking.
how I wanted to get so drunk
i ended up either dead
or in detox
(more likely the latter).
or at least so...
One day you’ll discover that being “with someone” does not mean you’ll never be lonely. You’ll never be alone, but you will be lonely sometimes. And it’s going to be a very sad realization. It’s not their fault, and it’s not likely your either, it’s just fact.
I feel like DeviantArt has more and more nudes. Every time I go into the photography>portraits section all I see are boobs and thongs. I don’t have a problem with it being posted, but it’d be nice to get some variety. There’s more to photography than naked women.