One of the songs I associate with my earliest memories of her. How I wish I could watch us back then. Just to float above and listen to us laugh and watch us talk for hours online and share songs and slowly fall in love and see me deny it and fight it and then realize I was being an idiot and go for her and then learn what it really meant to love another because I’d never seen a dating relationship up close before my older bros had never dated and then finally I became the romantic, but I didn’t really change, I just discovered who I was and I chose to leave the mask of stoicism behind.
(Source: lawyersammy)